Enjoy the Drive.

Last week I decided to take a much needed trip up to see my grandfather. Upon starting my two hour trek, the one thing I was excited for was the music I enjoy to listen to on the way. I love driving because I get to sing and dance and scream at the top of…

Bury Me (Christmas 2017)

It happened. The moment I never expected. My bones were chilled and I shut every single word she said out. I don’t believe it, I won’t believe it, are you sure? Maybe he was just confused. Here sammie I’ll put him on the phone for you. “Thanks mom” as she handed the phone to him…

Where did it come from?

Have you ever woke up in the morning and walked into the bathroom, looked at yourself and wondered how did I get to this point? Have you ever walked tirelessly through the motions of the day and wondered when am I going to get a break? Have you ever hit a wall in life and…

Love is a hell of a drug.

At this moment I’m sitting at my desk in my office about to lose it. I don’t know why or how this kind of feeling comes about but I know it’s real. That goose bump, tingle all over sensation that runs through the entirety of your body. The smile you get, from ear to ear,…

Within Boundaries

I know that the process of falling for someone is very hard for others. For me falling for someone is without boundaries. This means when I fall for an individual it doesn’t matter what is going on in their life. I wouldn’t care if they had a child or children. I don’t mind if they…

Day Thirty: God gave her growth in goodbye

Throughout all of the posts I have written this following month, I will say most of the people on here that I was thankful for, I have had to bid farewell to and might I say I am literally the worst at my farewells; I am usually really good at ignoring it all together. If…

Day Twenty-Nine: God gave her a breath of life

I was gasping for breath in the deep-end. Looking for a sign or something to get me out of the darkest place I have ever been in my whole life. I remember meeting J.co at work and just thinking he was the funniest person I had ever met and he never left work without making…

Day Twenty-Eight: God gave her music

I don’t think I have ever lived a day in my life where there wasn’t music going through my ears. From Country to Rap, Punk to R&B, House to Coffeehouse, Indie to Reggae I am so in love with music and it started as a baby. I remember my parents told me a story about…

Day Twenty-Seven: God screamed MakePeace

I met this amazing woman when I was in high school and I thought for sure she was the type you just had to love because there isn’t a bad bone in her soul. Kayla lives out her name, I remember in high school her and my friend Dona had so many Myspace friends from…

Day Twenty-Six: God gave her paperback

I have been in love with reading since I was a child. I remember every one of my favorite books, I remember the time period of my life I read them and I remember what I was feeling during each book. I think everyone has a passion for something. I truly believe everyone has some…